After the news of imminent surgery last week and regardless of the up coming pre op appointment I seem to have found a new positivity in my eating again and even in my exercise, which for the last 3 weeks had not been as it should be.
I know that in probably less than a month I will be rendered helpless for a while but I can almost taste that first attempt at a run once I have a stable and functioning core structure. I know its going to make me want to throw up a lung … ok maybe 2. But I am craving the ability to go back to the beginning and start from scratch with my fitness.
Beginnings are not so hard, they are exciting and new and this time I can start my health journey into fitness being able to give it everything I have got, not just the half measures I have been forced to use.
I want to run like the wind … ok maybe jog without being sick …
I want to be able to chase my little boys … or maybe run away from them … obviously for fun, not because I don’t like them or anything … I love em both
I want to feel like me again … although after all these years I am not sure who that person is anymore.
This week I am pleased to report a alb loss
Not massive but with no gym visits under my belt and work taking a massive priority this week as I approach full steam ahead on being back at work after maternity leave, I am taking that as a full-blown win!
Next week bring it on … I am ready for you!