After a shocking week this week filled with colds, snot, tears, tantrums, intriguing phone calls and a massive heap of good faith that i can pull this blogging lark off. My husband has gone off to the local beer festival while my little man and i wait for my big girl to return from school and then shoot off to her dads for the weekend.
Ok… i have to confess and admit i raided the fridge earlier,Joshua and i have now devoured a whole bar of Cadburys Diary Milk Bubbly!! …… up to this point my weight loss this last few months has been going swimmingly! Now i am sat in my fat pants feeling incredibly guilty! although still trying to justify that all will not be lost as i am off to play hockey tomorrow!
Over the last 11 years my weight has yo-yo ed along with my eating habits and over the last 10 months i have slowly regained control over my disgusting eating habits and lazyitis ! In January of this year i weighed in at my heaviest (17 stones) and was thoroughly depressed with it … that was my turning point! Over the last 10 months the Oliver household has undergone a transformation we can maintain long term with small things like smaller dinner plates, more home cooked food, very regular exercise and the intention that i no longer what to be the ‘fat mum’ in the playground by the time Joshua hits school!
I must be doing fairly ok with this lifestyle choice as this time round as i am currently at 14 stone 6lbs and i don’t feel we are missing out ! this is why i am feeling guilty, for months i have not even bothered with chocolate now a whole blumming bar! (ok maybe not a full one – Joshua helped)
I have decided this slip will not fail me and i will have to run with the best of them tomorrow and work twice as hard!! …. but by god it was nice! 😉