Now for those of you that saw yesterdays Silent Sunday photo, there is a story behind it, or more like an epiphany. When I signed up for college in August I fear I was just thinking I would in fact be able to wing it. Little did I know just how hard this college and training would be on the old grey matter.
In fact its knocked me off my pedestal a little, however I am not sure if its this or just down to the fact that I am giving up smoking.
This weekend has not been fun by any stretch of the imagination in fact is been bloody terrible, Noisy neighbours a toddler with snivels and projectile vomit, Tween in a heightened stage of hormonal imbalance, day 3 of being smoke free for me and an assignment due in tomorrow … I have had better, much better!
I have spent this weekend questioning my sanity, my ability and most of all my motivation, I have battled with my confidence and my OCD tendencies and most of all my ability.
After the highs and lows of the weekend I can quite happily say, its been one of the worst, but also one of the best, I have been challenged and pushed out of my comfort zone and I am still standing, I am not smoking and along with that we are all still on speaking terms …
So maybe this weekend I learnt more than I thought I would, maybe I was learning more than life lessons ….
So whatever is next?